New Years Eve, 1986

There's a little story associated with this poem. New year's eve, 1986. Karen and I went to a German Club Ball. The ex-husband of her cousin invited us, a guy who I do not much like. This was in the early days of my sobriety, and I was not very tolerant of drinking. Anyway, Karen had been drinking way too much, but she was enjoying the dancing. I wasn't into dancing sober yet, so I spent most of my time talking to the numerous other ladies there. At one point, I wrote the following poem for Karen and left it laying on the table while I went outside to get some fresh air.

Dearest Karen,

The years so short
So sweet
So fleeting
The days so full
Of your love
And of my love for you
The minutes as prisms
Of your rainbow
The seconds the stars
In your lovely eyes
My life is lived
Only for you

Love, Doug

Karen came back to the table, saw the poem and started crying, preventing her from reading it. She was sure that I had left her because of the way she'd been dancing with all of the other guys! (This was early on in our marriage; she didn't know me well enough yet.) When I returned, she had finally read the poem and got it figgered out, but not before she'd gotten a good scare. I believe that this incident had a lot to do with the solidity of our marriage. We understood a lot more about each other after that.
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