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I got up in time to go see the doc... he agreed that I had an infected lymph node, but he didn't thing that is was abscessed.

And he gave me a script for a more potent antibiotic.

And he said that i should be better by Monday, and to call him if I wasn't.

And it's about 14:40, and I really feel that I have been stretching this day out much longer than I should, I need to be sleeping.

When I picked up the script, I got some prunes... hopefully, I will not suffer any of the GI symptoms that I normally do with the antibiotics.

Diarrhea is an active thing, whereas constipation is very passive, and a whole lot more painful.

I do not want to experience either.

and I don't want to experience the the sad, sad celebration of the lives of those who were killed at Virginia Tech.

The man who killed them has been described as one who hated christians... but it seems to be a fellow who was a christian and hated everyone who was not a perfect christian... and felt that he was the perfect christian, and everyone else wasn't.

He was, regardless, one who was very alone, and very sad, and one who was very afraid.

Yes, I am feeling for both him and his victims.

And I am sad for humanity: no one should be allowed to have this much hate.

There are a whole bunch of people out there who have not yet let society know how they feel... they need to be noticed; They are important.

everyone is important...for what they think, for what they feel... just because.

If they hate,we have to know why, so we can fix that.

We do not want hate to be a fixture in our lives, or in our nation.