And this day was as busy as yesterday wasn't. And we were a tech short, but we made it through the day OK; I stayed over about 20 minutes is all. I was in the scan room today, my usual pleasure was derived. Karen was up for a very small part of the day, though; We had a chance to exchange greetings about 19:00, when she went from the upstairs bed (guest room) to the downstairs one (our bedroom with the waterbed).... I am so glad that I have my work... it is so rewarding, even on the bad days, and on the good days it is quite simply wonderful. And for KANU; the music there is wonderful and, as a public station, they have all of the left-leaning news, heh. I'm really getting settled into the fact that Mom is dead; it's just a whole new world for me, a world without Mom... the one person who has always loved me without reservation.... But wait: she did have a reservation, of sorts. She was sure that I wouldn't go to heaven, being an atheist heathen. But she told me that I was a good person, and that she wanted me to be... "saved". I never will be saved, but I will be a good person: And I never will be able to be what anyone else thinks I ought to be. And really, if you think about it, all of the really interesting people will be in hell. And all of the assholes, well, some of them, will be in heaven. You've all been to cocktail parties, right? So you don't have any trouble telling tham apart, heh. And agin, all I want out of life is... a good night's sleep.
cold souls just don't get it, heh.
the only thing: love.
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