Nicotine, my nicotine. Well, I got my nicotine back... and I'm over my existential angst, maybe because of that? At any ate... I needed that. I need to stop taking shit so seriously, like living a long long time whilst not smoking. Jeez, this last week has seemed like several (bad) lifetimes. At any rate, I'm gonna stop beating myself up about not being able to quit this time. There will be a next time, and soon, but my phyche needs a rest right now. My body needs a rest too, but that ain't gonna happen. Mom and I will be leaving for Oklahoma tomorrow morning, and you have to know how much I'm looking forward to that, heh. I'm taking the trailer and the tarps, 'cause, y'know, it's gonna rain all weekend on us. I just have to make my mind up that yes, it will be fun. FUN! I say! Well, I will get to spend it with Mom, who is a wonderful woman that I love very much. My second favorite woman to spend time with.... And I was wanting to get to bed early, but that ain't happenin', y'know? I was in the scan room today, and it was fun, as usual. And I mostly got to start my own IVs, for various reasons. But, fun or no, it's still hard work, and my body knows it. So, I'm off to sleep, and there won't be an entry tomorrow, but I'll catch up Sunday, as usual.
Hit me, hit me, give me nicotine....
Give me nicotine!
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