Pretty sucky day for a day off. Not really feeling up to par, don't really know why, that's just the way it is today. Worked some on the cabinets, again gave up in frustration. I have a woodworker friend at work who most likely has some clamps to do the job, but I can't really envision what it might take. And I moved the front and side yards today, that just about did me in. Physical labor... I just don't do that too well any more. And I have decided that I'm too much of a romantic to be a good cynic, but I'm not enough of a romantic to be any good at that either. Too intellectual to be a romantic, but not really smart enough to be an intellectual. And I'm too much of an artist to be an intellectual too, but I'm really too lazy And all that boils down to... absolutely nothing. Nothing interesting, anyway. You know that mud color that you get when you mix all of the colors together? Yep, that's me... mud-boy Doug. But, but... yeah, I do have some good, solid qualities, I do. I'm a liberal and I'm an atheist... but I'm really too smart to be a *good* liberal, and most people think that the only good atheist is a *dead* atheist.... And I'm tard, just plain tard. Yeah, I know that youse guys are missing the self-portraits, so here's a new one for today....
to be much of an artist. I'm really more of a musician, but I still don't know what kind of a musician I want to be.