I've worked *way* too hard this weekend. Something like 30 hours. I did get to watch the last half of the Chief's game today, but I got called in and I missed the part where they lost the game... although realistically, they lost the game all through the last half with just general ineptitude. Luckily, I don't really care. I do enjoy watching the games, though. I don't know why. No really interesting cases today, just lots of routine stuff. Routine and boring. I don't do bored very well... This whole CT job is getting to be boring. I really hate to say it, but saying it doesn't make it any less or more true... but I am coming to that realization. It's kinda hard for me to face. The trouble is... right now, I don't really mind too much that it's not exciting enough to get my heart pounding... People dying... that's what I miss, I think. No, nothing really that simple... me missing people dying would be rather ghoulish, and I don't want to think of myself that way, nor do I want anyone else to think of me that way. It's just that the possibility of a life-and-death situation, that living-on-the-edge feeling... yes, it's exciting. Yes, I miss it. Yes, it was physically and psychically exhausting, working trauma. Do I want to go back and do it again? I'll have to think about that. I probably wouldn't want to do it in the same situation. Given the exact situation that I came out of three months ago, I wouldn't do it. If there was another tech working with me, I would. In a heartbeat. I'll see what the next six months brings. Meanwhile, I missed a beautiful day again. 74F for a high, bright blue skies with the little fluffy clouds floating around... just beautiful, it was. I noticed to going back and forth from the hospital. Hopefully I can get some uninterrupted sleep again tonight... I got woke up at about 06:00 this morning for a question, then I didn't get out of bed until after 08:00. And right now my body is so tired...