A long and pretty crummy day...
I got up at 02:00 for some damned reason, then I couldn't go back to sleep.
So I spent some time hassling with the folks that support the CGI Search on the site and got that to working finally. Just in case you've missed it... now I need to get the mail lists working. Getting closer, anyway, I think.
I went out to get stain for the deck and brought it home... I got the economy five-gallon bucket. Started preparing some of the railing and started feeling sick, so I came in and sat down. Turned on the AC since it was supposed to get up to 96F today.
And I spent the rest of the day feeling like I should throw up, but I never did. Needless to say, I never got started on staining, never even thought about it again.
Tried to go to sleep several times and I couldn't do that, either. Felt worse laying down. Ate several things that I thought might make me feel better, but they didn't. Luckily, they didn't make me feel any worse, either.
I finally got back to sleep around 16:00 or so... sleep with weird nightmares.
Woke up around 23:00, not feeling so bad right now, maybe sleep was the main thing that I needed.
So I need to stay up most of this night, sleep tomorrow and go to work tomorrow night. I don't know when I'm gonna get the stain put on, but I need to do it pretty soon or I'll have to wash the deck again, and I don't want to have to do that...
I've also got some more grass seed that I have to put out for the bald spots, I need to do that after the sun comes up today and then start watering again. Just can't depend on the rain around here...
Strange... on my off time, I seem to get off schedule with this journal.
Life is so hard, sometimes. I'm glad that's the biggest problem that I have...
Well, OK, so it isn't.
I have no idea what Tyler is planning on doing... he hasn't talked to me about it at all yet. I was kinda hoping that he would... and tell me that he'd thought it over, and he was going to go straight and get some treatment and get a job... but not a peep. Dammitall, anyway.
I really wish that I was 21 again... wait, no I don't... not at all. 37, maybe. If I was 37 than I would start saving my money so that I could be retired by now.
Or maybe just so Karen could be retired by now.
More tomorrow.... uhhhh... make that tonight.
Instead of 24-hour updates, it's more like 30, and I wind up almost a day behind. Gotta watch that... it's just that my schedules are like, literally, night and day. I could just try real hard to update every morning, like I do when I'm working, but that's hard to do when I just get up... and I would be talking about yesterday, and not today.