And WOW! Yet ANOTHER boring night! I love these paybacks... karma is so funny...
06:05 15-Sep-99...
I'm miserable... coughing, nose running, face hurting...
I'm not quitting because of the future damage to my health... most of that has already been done, I can't fool myself about that... but because I will be a lot more comfortable right now.
And maybe I can cut down on that $160.00 per month (and that's just what I pay...) pharmacy bill...
Anyway... this is what, the hundredth time at least. Maybe it's the one... I can only hope. I do have three full packs of smokes in my briefcase... I don't see much point in throwing them away right now. If I do decided to start again, they're always as close as the nearest store. Proximity has never been the problem.
Only seven more nights before I get a week off... and only two more before I get the first of two big paychecks. 32 OT hours on this one, and 24 on the next one. Uncle Sam will get a grossly disproportionate amount, however. That SOB is so damned greedy...
Floyd is probably going to cause brother Dan and his wife Lynn some grief from the looks of it... but I hope not too much, they're quite a ways inland. Here in Topeka it's kinda rainy, been sprinkling on and off all night. Looks like Mom is gonna get some rain in Enid, and it's still just gonna be hot for JD in Huntsville.
And I'm hoping to get a better day's sleep today than yesterday, starting right now... I've gotta remember to go in at 21:00 instead of 23:00...
I just smoked a half-of-a-cigarette, threw it away and laid the rest of the pack and the lighter down on a bench in the smoking area.