I did get a lot of work done yesterday... the unfinished kitchen was presentable by the time Steve and Mary got here.

I prepared an excellent meal, except that the steak was just a bit overdone... I like some red in the middle... but nobody complained as I stood over them with the cleaver in my hand...

Today has been an altogether different day.

But of course, it's a different day. Every day is different...

Well, what I mean... I spent a lot of time thinking today. Thinking about how I don't really like to be around people who are dying very much. And I don't like to be around people who take care of dying people, either, although they're very nice people and they are doing a good job...

I need to get out of medicine altogether.

There... I've said it. I think that I've said it before, but I really really mean it.

So, then... what am I going to do?

Well, anyone want to hire me?

Seriously... I'm going to do free-lance web design.

I don't know if I can make a living at it or not, but I have to try.

I'm seriously thinking of burning my bridges, too... not renewing my registry.

People who have fall-back positions tend to use them. And that would be much too easy...

But it's really scary.

On the other hand, the worse that could happen is that I would go bankrupt. But I've been on the edge of that for years...

So... MicroMajik Webworx Inc. is the place. Site criticism would be appreciated. Also business... send me your friends, relatives... whomever. Long as they have money.

And any suggestions would be appreciated, too.

And if you think that I'm crazy, that would be helpful to know too...

I don't particularly like the idea of working for myself... but I don't think that I could get a job in Topeka working in web design. Those jobs seem to be few and far between... and generally pretty low-paying, compared to what I'm making now.

Anyhoo... I don't know what I'm going to be doing, but it won't be working in a hospital or clinic. And that's pretty important to me right now. And, if I'm going to make a change... it has to be now. I simply don't have the time to put it off.