Journal Entry
Well, sleeping on it did not help me solve the cabinet arrangement problem... but it did make me feel better. But then I screwed up...
I went to work.
I walked into a madhouse, it seemed. Very very busy. Very very very busy. It slacked off enough around 23:00, so I sent everyone home... and bang! It started up again. It was a three-cigarette night, and I felt guilty about those even.
My body is tired and my mind isn't far behind...
Nine years ago today, I had my first coronary. Left main occlusion. Later that day I ran the chaplain out of my ICU room. If I had it to do over again, I would do it differently... I think that I could convert that SOB if I really tried!
Lots of changes since then, but not nearly as dramatic of a change in attitude as my last coronary. Someday I'll have to write all of that up... but right now, I'm tired and I must sleep, since I go in at 19:00 tonight.
But I've had nine years of gravy... life that I came real close to not having.