Nilknarf Journal

Journal Entry

Thursday, 16 July, 1998 08:31

I have not smoked for    Days!

Three days. It doesn't seem to be getting any better, or easier, though. And last night was a hard night, I was running from the time I got there until after 02:00, when I could start catching up on the paperwork.

So, I'm really tired again, but I don't know what I want to do, since I'm off tonight. Should I try to stay up a while, or just go with the way my body feels and hit the sack? Decisions, decisions. I think that I'll just see how long my body can keep going...980716.jpg

I dunno. I'm pretty well shot, I think that I'll just hit the sack now, I'll feel a lot better when I wake up. Yesterday was a piss-poor day for sleeping, I kept waking up and not being able to go back to sleep until about 16:00 when I finally fell asleep for good. It seemed like I would lay there for an hour, then sleep for fifteen minuites and wake up. Over and over and over. So I finally got up at 19:30 and shaved and showered and went in and got slammed.

Shaving... that's a really strange thing to do. I don't like it, and I'm not very good at it, and it's stupid. I'll do it for a coupla more days, then it's back to the beard. This is too weird.

Crazy cigarette cravings, come out of the blue, but I kick them right back where they came from. Hah! Got another one!


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