07 JANUARY 1998
Wednesday, 07 January, 1998 07:04
Sometimes I feel like a fool... sometimes I am.
I went to work last night after we ate at the North Star... and found the other guy that works nights opposite me was there too! Seems like I planned things so I could be with the kids last night, and then Forgot About It! Everyone got a good chuckle out of it, anyway. Even me. If I want to laugh about something and there is nothing at hand to laugh at, all I have to do is remember one of the many stupid things that I've done. It's really easy!
Right now... I've really feeling blue. The kids have just left, and it will be 4-6 months before I get to see them again. I already miss them, of course, but life will go on. I feel silly sitting here crying, though.
Please go
here and read the entry for 06 January. Luke made me think about some shit, and I resolved to do something about it. The situations are not parallel (like, I'm the father in my case) but I have realized that I need to start taking care of myself, for Karen and my kids and grandkids and potential grandkids.
So... I have again stopped smoking. And I am going to start exercising, and eating a little better, too. Less fat, more fruit, etc... and I had a short talk with Karen this morning, about spending another $20/month on the internet. She said, "Hmm, where will we get $20/month? Hey, I'll bet that I know!"
Therefore... nilknarf will be moving. Yes, within the next week, I may be found at HTTP://www.nilknarf.com! The current address will still work, of course.
And... I spent all night last night re-designing my site, but I decided that I wouldn't put it up here. However, I will try the design out on you guys... you can go to
http://nilknarf.netnew/. This will be up for a few days, and I really would appreciate any comments on it! The only link that works right now is the journal one...
And now... I really need to go to sleep...